Friday, May 13, 2011

It doesn't take much.

The more I learn about myself, the more aware I become of the fact that it does not take much to thrill me. It doesn't take a lot to make me happy and there is no telling what I might stumble on that does the trick- that's usually how it happens: I happen upon something that surprises and wows me and makes me thankful to be exactly where I am in that moment. What a great feeling. One of the very biggest highlights of my Portland trip (and no... we're not talking about the fact that it was two months ago, thank you very much) came near the end of one of the longest nights of my life-

8:30pm: Said my goodbyes to Erica's housemates and headed to the bus stop with my large purple suitcase in tow (avoiding those darn worms the whole way- ew).

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9:30ishpm: We hopped on the bus headed for the Portland International Airport (you may be asking yourself: why does Portland have an international airport... answer: who the heck knows?!)

10:35pm: We FINALLY got to the airport (the last time I checked, my plane was supposed to leave at 11pm so I was getting a little nervous by that point)

10:40pm: Said my goodbyes- bittersweet. I love those girls dearly, but I had been away from home for 8 days at this point and was definitely ready to sleep in my own bed!

10:45pm: Stood in line, nervously watching the clock as I wondered what the heck you do when you actually miss a flight.

10:50pm: Found out that my flight was delayed an hour and I was officially going to miss my lay over in Detroit and not make it to Richmond by 11am like I was scheduled to. I spent the next 10 minutes frantically calling my parents (at 2am on the east coast) to ask them to pick me up at the Roanoke airport. Thankfully after about three tries, my mom finally answered the phone and agreed to pick me up. I got my new ticket and headed for security.

11:00pm: I made it through security in no time only to sit for an hour waiting for my plane (which I found out later was delayed by a "late crew member." WHAT?! Seriously??) By this point I am so done and what started as an exciting adventure in Atlanta now just feels like one long, drawn out fiasco after another.

12:05am: I boarded my plane.

12:10am: I started frantically praying as my night went from bad to worse and my flight was by far the most turbulent that I have ever experienced. The man next to me was so scared that I was worried he was going to cry- so I felt obligated to keep myself composed as my focus moved from breathing to praying, "God, don't let it hurt when we crash and I die." No joke, I was convinced I was never going to see land again. I don't know if it was because it was a red eye or what, but our pilot did not know what the heck he was doing- that plane did not stop jerking and twisting and dropping the entire 4 hours from Portland to Detroit. But in spite of my fear, I was so exhausted that I finally just curled up in my seat and fell asleep.

7:15am: We landed in Detroit. Alive.

7:30am: I decided I deserved a reward, so I visited Starbucks in the airport and began making my way to my next gate.

8:00am: My morning started looking up when I stumbled upon this--


Awesome.

The absolute highlight of my trip home. I had heard about this tunnel that connects the terminals in the Detroit airport, but in all the craziness I had forgotten all about it until I found myself standing in it. I was thrilled! Immediately my mood was lifted and the feeling of adventure was back.

9:00am: I couldn't help it, I had to walk through the tunnel one more time, so I picked up my stuff and retraced my steps for one last glimpse. (Okay, technically I went through it two more times.)

9:30am: I boarded the plane for the final leg of my trip. The plane headed for home. This was a much smoother flight (and much quicker).

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Before I knew it, I was flying over some very familiar mountains into the Roanoke valley.

11:30am: I got off the plane, made my way out of the terminal (all 8 gates of it) and found my dad waiting for me on the other side of security. Finally. Even at 22, after a night like that, it was an enormous relief to see him standing there and to know that I could sit back and let him take the reins for a while.

"So I commend the enjoyment of life,
because nothing is better for a man under the sun than to eat and drink and be glad.
Then joy will accompany him in his work all the days of the life God has given him under the sun."
Ecclesiastes 8:15

"...I have come that they may have life,
and have it to the full."
John 10:10

Life is full of thrills- some are right in front of us and obvious while others are hiding just around the corner (or in an airport tunnel). But God has good in store for us. So, so much good!

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness,
and all these things will be given to you as well."
Matthew 6:33

It makes me think of the song from Mary Poppins (I know, sometimes the most random things pop into my head!)--
"Let's go fly a kite
Up to the highest height!
Let's go fly a kite and send it soaring
Up through the atmosphere
Up where the air is clear
Oh, let's go fly a kite!"

We've been given this incredible adventure to live! Let's not settle for anything less than the "highest height"! Because it has been graciously given to us.

"He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all--
how will he not also, along with him graciously give us all things?"
Romans 8:32

And for me, that included a tunnel full of light!
Amen!
B

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

we are the children

The first time I heard this song I felt an overwhelming sense of comfort. Third Day is one of my all time favorite bands- I've seen them in concert, I have all of their songs memorized- the makings of a true fan right here. So one day when I wanted to hear the song, I searched for it on Youtube and stumbled across the "official music video." Oh.My.Goodness. Goosebumps invaded my skin and I realized why I feel that consuming, peaceful feeling every time I hear the song. 
It's about me.
"How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, 
that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!"
1 John 3:1

Praise to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ
Our God and our King, to Him we will sing
In His great mercy He has given us life
Now we can be called the children of God
Great is the love that the Father has given us
He has delivered us, well, He has delivered us
Children of God, sing your song and rejoice
For the love that He has given us all, oh, whoa
Children of God, by the blood of His Son
We have been redeemed and we can be called
Children of God
Children of God
Your mystery is revealed to the universe
The Father above has proven His love
Now we are free from the judgement that we deserve
So we are called the children of God
Great is the love that the Father has given us
He has delivered us, He has delivered us
...

We are the saints, we are the children, we've been redeemed, we've been forgiven
We are the sons and daughters of our God
We are the saints, we are the children, we've been redeemed, we've been forgiven
We are the sons and daughters of our God
...
-'Children of God,' Third Day

My small group is reading Hosea right now and this morning we read this verse--

"Yet the Israelites will be like the sand on the seashore, 
which cannot be measured or counted. 
In the place where it was said to them, 'You are not my people,' 
they will be called 'sons of the living God.'"
Hosea 1:10

That is our story. That is who we were and that is who we are and whose we are.

"This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my savior all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my savior all the day long."
-'Blessed Assurance,' Frances J. Crosby

"Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, 
he gave the right to become children of God--"
John 1:12

What a beautiful, beautiful thing.
We are so incredibly loved and He has such good planned for us. Let us never forget it.

Amen,
B

Sunday, March 27, 2011

the great commission

Maybe this video is why "Live forever" by Drew Holcomb and the Neighbors reminds me of Friday nights in high school. (Don't judge how darn close the camera gets to my face.)


Valley Young Life - with schools from colt helton on Vimeo.


Enjoy!
B

Saturday, March 26, 2011

i want you to live forever.

Do you ever hear a song that just stirs something deep inside of you? Something that you can't quite explain, but it wants out; it wants a very real response and it won't be satisfied until it gets one? That is what this song does to me. Every time I hear it.



Laughter is the only thing that'll keep you sane
In this world that's dying more and more every day
Don't let evil get you down
In this madness spinning round and round

I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue

Some people say faith is a childish game
Play on, children, like it's Christmas day
Sing me a song, sing me a melody
Sing out loud, you're a symphony

I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue
I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue

Take courage when the road is long
Don't ever forget you're never alone
I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue
I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue

Oh yeah, I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue
Oh yeah, I want you to live forever
Underneath the sky so blue

I want you to live forever
-'Live forever,' Drew Holcomb and The Neighbors

For some reason, this song makes me think of Friday night football games when I was in high school. The lights, the sounds, the crowds. And it brings me to a place of regret. It makes me sad for the missed opportunities in those years. The chances I missed while I was hiding in my comfortable corner of loneliness and self-consciousness that I didn't even recognize at the time. Gosh, why is hindsight so frustratingly clear? As Young Life leaders, we talk about wanting to be right in the thick of the chaos we call high school- but I did not get that when I was in high school myself. Why did I run away from it?

When I was thinking about it earlier I finally got it. I wasn't ready in high school. Back then I was the one who was lost; I needed someone chasing me. It's hard to believe that high school was over 5 years ago- but those 5 years really were a lifetime in the mere 22 (almost 23) years that I've been on this earth. And more importantly-

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation;
the old has gone, the new has come!"
2 Corinthians 5:17

-I am new.

And now I am finally ready to respond. To walk into that place and love like I never could before. With a love that I didn't have before. So, God, help the guilt, regret, and remorse from the past die away with that old me. Don't let it hold me back anymore. Thank you for hope and opportunities in this new life I've been given. They are precious to me.

Hopefully,
B

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Continued (take 2)...

March 10th 12:30pm:

My body doesn't know what to think after walking so much yesterday. We covered a ton of ground from 7am to 11pm! Today is a slower one so far- mostly because Erica has to work and the rest of us are on our own in the city. We've parked it in one of Erica's favorite coffee shops for now- 'Random Order.'

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I've been taken aback time and time again on this trip by just how much I've changed over the past 2 years. It feels like night and day in my head and in my heart. I did not appreciate these girls or this community nearly enough when I lived in the midst of them and it- but now that we are scattered across the country, and now that I live alone, I have a pretty clear view of the opportunities I had that I missed. But like I said, I am a different person now and this girl has a different heart and perspective than that girl did.

"Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness."
Lamentations 3:21-23

To be continued,
B

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

All in a day's work (2)

3:00pm: After a nice, long (much needed) nap on my part, the four of us headed out to explore the town- mostly the rivers and bridges of Portland.

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6:00pm (-ish): We hopped on a bus and headed for the Mt. Tabor neighborhood. Mt. Tabor is an extinct volcano with a fantastic view of the city. Once we got off the bus, Erica admitted that we had actually gotten on the wrong bus and she wasn't completely sure where we were. Oh. Great. But to her credit, she soon got her bearings and we headed for the mountain. When we got to the base Erica announced that if we hurried we could catch the sunset from the top. Um... I had just walked about 30 miles -ok, ok, slight exaggeration- but I was not up for a little jog up the side of a mountain. So while I took off as quickly as my tired little legs could carry me and Caroline hung back with me, Kara and Erica soon disappeared from sight. Oh, yeah, then the rain storm started.
7:30pm: We reached the top of Mt. Tabor (finally catching back up with our other two).

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7:33pm: We started our descent (no, but seriously, we stayed at the top for about 3 minutes).
8:15pm: We arrived at the Hawthorne Hophouse.
Erica nannies for a sweet family who owns several restaurants and offered to feed us whatever we wanted for dinner... for free! Incredible. After such a long day and so much walking, it felt wonderful to sit down, order whatever we pleased, spend sweet quality time together, and then have someone else pick up the tab.

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The Hophouse was named appropriately for its wide selection of local beers, but as hard as I try (and I did try each of my roommates' selections) I just haven't found an appreciation for beer yet.

10:00pm: We tipped our waitress double and headed for the bus to take us home.
11:30pm: Our weary little bodies found our beds and we crashed hard.
And with that, day one came to a close. What a beautiful day.

"I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."
John 10:10

"So I commend the enjoyment of life,
because nothing is better for a man under the sun
than to eat and drink and be glad.
Then joy will accompany him in his work
all the days of the life God has given him under the sun."

Ecclesiastes 8:15
(Erica actually wrote that verse in the front a journal she brought me from Italy my junior year of college and it has become one of my favorites.)

To be continued,
B

Monday, March 21, 2011

All in a day's work

Day one in Portland was packed from sunrise to long after sunset. The events of March 10th could have filled up an entire week, but we chose to pile them all into a single day (partnered with jet lag, of course).

6:45am: woke up to Kara bounding off the bed we shared and a gentle shake and soft words from Erica
7:00am: left the house to pick up Ginny and Caroline.
Drove to Multnomah Falls- and got soaked. (For the record, I could not live in a climate as rainy as Portland for many reasons, but one that I did not foresee: the masses of worms. Gross.)

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Erica was so excited to take us to 'the gorge;' I had no idea what to expect, but it did not disappoint. Even with the cloud cover it was spectacular.
On the left side of the Columbia River is Washington state and on the right is Oregon.

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8:45am (approximately): entered Narnia. Seriously, we started climbing this mountain and the further we got into the forest, the greener it got, the darker it got, and the larger the snow piles were.

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Eventually we had to turn around because our little car couldn't make it any further.
10:30am: Ginny treated the rest of us to breakfast at 'Gravy'- it was delicious and so great to have the five of us together around one table.

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11:45am: We had to rush Ginny to the airport so she wouldn't miss her flight (although I wouldn't have minded if she had)... the goodbyes started way too soon for me.

To be continued,
B